"I have this effect on people where it starts out good," she tells Vanity Fair in their January issue. "Then, when I'm in these relationships with people who are also creative, or creative in their own way, what happens is the attraction is initially there and it's all unicorns and rainbows. And then they hate me."
The superstar singer is reportedly seeing "Vampire Diaries" star Taylor Kinney, but it's not serious due to their chaotic work schedules. She recently cut off a torrid on-off relationship with bartender Luc Carl, the inspiration for her song "You and I." But don't expect her to go all gaga over Kinney just yet.
"Perhaps it's a whose-(bleep)-is-bigger contest," she says. "If I go to the piano and write a quick song and play it back, they are angry with how fast and effortless it is. That's who I am, and I don't apologize for it. But it's a hideous place to be in when someone that you love has convinced you that you will never be good enough for anyone. I had a man say to me, 'You will die alone in a house bigger than you know, with all your money and hit records, and you will die alone.'"
Sometimes her jealous exes return -- with belated marriage proposals.
"How (bleeping) romantic, you a--hole. Sure, pop a ring on my finger and make it all better. I can buy myself a (bleeping) ring."
Well, bleep them, Gaga.
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